Steven and I have been fighting a lot lately. Over stupid little crap. We both know it's stupid little crap and yet we can't seem to help it. I think the problem is that we spend too much time together. I like that my world revolves around him, and I like that his world revolves around me. He's my best friend. I also like to have my independence. He likes to have his. We want both, but of course we can't have it both ways. We need to find some balance. I would love to do things with my friends, but I work evenings (usually 3-11) and they all work morning/day shifts or they are in class. He never wants to do anything with his friends outside of work.
I also think a pet would help. A dog, specifically, because then our focus would be split from each other. Plus, I'd get more exercise. I'd also have a cuddle buddy when I watch my chick flicks haha. Steve is willing to watch some, but not all. Unfortunately, we currently live in a no pets apartment.
We are also just getting impatient and frustrated. We are moving at the end of the summer and we both just want to be out of here. We hate this waiting game. I do love the life we have made here, but at the same time I hate it. That's why we are moving. We hate it more than we love it.
We haven't been out for more than an hour (and only to grab something we need) in a really long time. We are either cooped up in our apartment, or we are at work. I'm sure that's another reason we are fighting. We haven't been able to get out and do anything fun in a few months because we have different days off. I really hope we both get over this fast. I need to just check myself when we start fighting. Hopefully, he'll do the same.
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