Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Not looking forward to...

comments... and Facebook when I get pregnant.

People annoy the crap out of me when they give unsolicited advice. And if a pregnant girl says something as simple as "I'm tired." Then here comes the "just wait" x 100 or "join the club."


I will have a shirt just like that. It will also say, "I do not want your advice unless I ask for it."

And so, I'm thinking I may not announce to Facebook when I become pregnant. There might just suddenly be pictures of a newborn. Hahaha. Of course, I would announce to my blog as soon as both of our parents are made aware. :) 

Anyway, thoughts on Facebook and pregnancy? Thoughts on unsolicited advice?

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Annetta

My husband and I are in different rooms, but within hearing distance.

All of a sudden I hear "Annetta"

"No." Is my immediate response.

We both knew he was throwing a baby name out there even though it's been a few weeks since we last talked about it. Haha.

"You don't like Annetta?"

"No. Where did that come from?"

"Assassin's Creed."

*face palm*

Saturday, October 13, 2012

I Quit

I quit my job almost 2 weeks ago. The reasons in order of most important to least important:

Safety. If you look at a crime map, the area of my store was surrounded by assault, theft, breaking into cars, and a robbery now and then.
--- There was a pedophile in the store for about a week following a 14 year old boy. He once went to the bathroom to try to escape, and the man cornered and propositioned him. We did call the police, but the guy was gone when they arrived.
--- Creepy older santa looking dude only wanted female help, refused to be rung up by male workers and said very uncomfortable things. "Can I drink out of your shoe?" Not sure the exact wording but asking to go home with and/or to have the girl go home with him. And he was there every single morning Monday through Friday waiting by the doors 20 minutes before we opened (and when most employees arrived). I opened every day I worked except 3 or 4 times and I was always very uneasy waiting for someone to come open the door for me. After the first couple of times "helping" him, I learned that he would leave me alone if one of my male coworkers were near me and so if I saw him coming I would page a guy to come "help" me with something. Steve came to visit me for lunch once and I very deliberately walked in front of the guy, grabbed Steve's hand and cuddled up to him. The guy left me completely alone after that, but his presence still made me uncomfortable. And the way he licked his lips while talking to you... blech. I asked the manager if there was anything that could be done about him and all she said was "I'm supposed to be assessing his mental health, and that requires talking to him..." I get it. But the safety and ease of mind of your employees is more important!
--- The company is spending money on a security guard. I have never worked anywhere that required a security guard in the evenings for safety. He has to walk employees out after close. It certainly made me feel better the one night I closed, but the fact that we need one...
--- The management staff is new to the company. They are all great managers in general, but they don't really know what they are doing. Management asked me to teach them how to do things. I now believe it's important to promote from within. I strongly feel my previous store is the perfect standard for the company. The management is very particular about following ALL policies, rules and guidelines. They are all trained and ready for their next roles should a spot become available such as assistant manager to store manager, and store manager to district manager.
--- I'm OCD about some things. It took me 2 months to fix the children's department to what the company set for this store. It's all easily and readily available to anyone in the store, not just higher ups. Some of the changes I enforced were from summer 2011. It all just felt very chaotic and messy and I had plans to get other areas organized, but that's not going to happen now.
--- We got a puppy 3 days before I quit and I didn't realize how much work she would need. I didn't want her in the crate all the time either.
--- I feel like quitting my job will force me look into school and actually go to school. Working had become an excuse for me and Steve makes more than enough to support us.
--- I want to be a photographer and a stay at home mom. I just started the stay at home part early...
--- And finally, I freaking hate retail!

Doctor Appointment

Sorry it's been so long. I've been meaning to write this for awhile, but then I had an appointment scheduled for Tuesday and decided I would wait until after that. Well then I got sick and didn't have the energy to even sit here and type this.

This is your warning. The next paragraph will probably be TMI. Sorry. You may skip it and not miss anything. It's technical stuff for me to remember.

I've been on Depo Provera for 2.5 years. During the first 3 months I had 1 period and then the rest of the time I had slight spotting here and there. I had my last shot at the end of February so it was in effect until the end of May. I have not had my period since going off of it. I went to the doctor for my well woman check, but also to discuss this. She immediately tried to leave, and when I stopped her to talk to her, she had one foot out the door the entire time. Pissed me off. But she won't even do anything until it's been 6 months without a period (it's been 4 currently). At 6 months, she will put me on a birth control pill for 3-6 months and that is supposed to get things started again. And that is what I don't get. Why can't she put me on it now? I could wait another 3 months. I don't think I'll be able to get pregnant anytime soon because I'm not ovulating... but

We are going to stop trying to prevent a pregnancy next month. The methotrexate for my psoriasis will be out of my system for the full 3 months as of November 1st. So it would be safe for me to get pregnant.

And speaking of my psoriasis, my skin is doing pretty good without the medication, but my scalp has just exploded with it! It's driving me crazy! So I need to make an appointment with a dermatologist and maybe get another $400 bottle of shampoo. Yay for tricare! :)


Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Raja

Raja is gone. I'm super upset and relieved at the same time. I'll just say that she was a very sick puppy. 

And maybe we're not ready for a puppy and it just wasn't meant to be? 







Goodbye sweet Raja.