My husband is trying to get into the Air Force. He has to lose 15 lbs
before they’ll start the process, and I’m thankful that it’s taking him
a while to lose it.
I want him to join because I want to be supportive of his goals and dreams. I want him to join so that he has job security.
I’m terrified of him joining because I don’t want to lose him in a
war. I honestly doubt I could survive without him, and I don’t want to
put it to the test. I would just… be lost. He’s everything to me.
Being so in love… it hurts. You constantly worry about something
happening to the other person. They say that it goes away after so many
years together. I don’t think it will ever go away for me. I want to be
with him another 50 years at the least. I love him and want to be with
him. I’m just terrified of losing him.
