Something You Need to Forgive Someone For
Last weekend, I was inspired to try and get in contact with my birth mom. I haven't spoken to her since I was seventeen because of all the things she's done. Mostly, she abandoned me. She chose a horrible, horrible man over me. A man that she's not even with anymore. Yet she still hasn't tried to contact me. I think that I am finally able to forgive her. If she chooses to be a part of my life... even though I forgive her, I'm not sure I will ever trust her again. I keep a close eye on my credit reports because of her. Last I knew of her, she had few morals and values left.
Forgiving her for everything she has done is one of the hardest things I have ever done. Sometimes I wonder if I really have because thinking about her still hurts like crazy.
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